Writer's block be darned! I've finally finished chapter six, everybody! Woot! ^_^ Um... does anyone even remember this story? ;) I hope you enjoy this installment. When I have some more free time, I'll happily post the next one. Happy reading!
I've been juggling all of this for the past few days, and thought that things could only get better from here. Right? Wrong. Yesterday, I went to move my car out of the art building lot only to hear machine gun noises instead of a roaring engine when I turned the key. My boyfriend gave my car a jump, but nothing happened. This means my alternator probably went, something I cannot afford to fix.
So now I'm perpetually stuck on campus during the week. The silver lining? At least I'll have plenty of time for those 21 credits. o_O
I know it's been forever and a day since I updated my current fan fic, but my last semester was so vicious that I had to put it off. Now that winter break is almost over, I finally dusted off the latest chapter. I hope to have it finished before classes start at the end of the week. But *cough cough* don't take my word for it! =D I'll do my best though!!!
I'm going to blame most of my 'unproductiveness' on illness. I was determined to write write write, but ended up getting an uber-virus and resting a lot. At least my brain's had plenty of time to cook up new ideas!
Since *not* working on my GW stories, I discovered some fun things over break, including the vampire novels of Stephenie Meyer and the amazing live-action Sailor Moon show. *_* I swear, it's incredible! I'm always a little behind on the trends though, so most of these things were cool ages ago and I'm only just getting on the bandwagon. -_- I'm such an old lady. Oh, well. I'll catch up one of these days! And that, my friends, is what coffee is for! ^.^
Without further adieu...
Pure Intentions
Chapter Five: A Knight Without Armor
This picture is called "Couple's Counseling," and you can see why! By the way, Relena's reading a book titled "How to Communicate with Your Husband," while Heero clutches Sun Tzu"s "The Art of War." =D
Below is one of my earliest drawings of Heero and Relena, ca. 2001. It's called, simply, "My Heero." ^_^
The next drawing is based on a pose I saw in another Heero and Relena picture... I wanted to draw a similar pose in my own style. Also, I "designed" the clothes they're wearing!
I've saved my favourite drawing for last: this is from my story, "Daddy's Girl."
At last... here's chapter four! Those of you reading this didn't have to wait as long as the folks on Blissful Ignorance and fanfiction.net. 0=) So, sometimes I get a little lazy... Actually, writer's block hit me in the face, but I kicked its patootie! I know how this story's going to end, too! Yay! *Ahem* Well, brace yourself for some major goofiness and fluffy cuteness. Oh, and some more after-war angst, for good measure. Right, Wufei?
Wufei: Do not resist. >.< Give into temptation!
He's sexy, right? ;) Onward!
Summer is slipping away faster than I can grasp it. I'm excited about going back to school, but I love just lazing around in the heat, reading, watching movies, and working on my stories. Soon the free time I have will be devoured by a very hectic school schedule (18 credits!), work, and possibly cheerleading (I'm on the fence about whether or not to participate this year). That's why I'm trying to write as many fan fiction stories as I can before summer's end. Also, I've started drawing my own 1xR doujinshi. ^_^ I'm so excited about it, but it's taking time away from this lovely little 5xR story that I'm hoping to complete in the next week or two. Next week I'm going on vacay in New Hampshire, and I really want to be done with this story by then!
As much fun as I'm having writing 5xR, 1xR just seems meant to be. D-U-H, most of you are probably thinking. But don't you think Wuffy deserves a chance? Read ahead and see just how sweet he can be... That is, when he wants to... ^_^
Pure Intentions
Chapter Two:
The Princess & The Dragon
Pure Intentions
After the events of Endless Waltz, Wufei is reluctant to ever face Heero again... Especially when Heero learns about Wufei's feelings for Relena. Will the perfect soldier finally crack? Or will he let the dragon steal away his princess?
So there you have it. Any thoughts?
I love how all these pop stars like to pontificate about how their brand of bland will change the face of pop music. Change it from what, exactly? Cheerily manufactured to blissfully manufactured? Our friend JT claims that he has a "platform" to change where music is headed. He said that "SexyBack" sounds like David Bowie and David Byrne (who?) covering James Brown's "Sex Machine." I differ; I think it sounds like David Bowie drunk as a skunk. And on crack. With that other David guy yelling drunken expletives in the background. Thinking they're singing "Sex Machine," but really singing "Old McDonald Had a Farm." On crack.
Please, Justin Timberfake, leave David Bowie alone. What did he ever do to you? I'd rather listen to Paris Hilton attempting to sound like Gwen Stefani ("Stars Are Blind." No duh; they don't have eyes), or Jessica Simpson trying to be Madonna ("A Public Affair" that has absolutely nothing to do with an extramarital affair leading to her divorce from Nick Cliché), any day. Provided I have enough booze to get me through it.
By the way, JT's album title is FutureSex/LoveSounds. If anyone can decipher that for me, I'll gladly share my booze. Aha! An epiphany... the booze is probably the key to understanding that title. So, the next time I have some Goldschläger,
A fan fiction update: I'm currently working on a 5xR fic. o_O I know, it pretty much defies everything I stand for! It's actually got some 1xR moments, too, or I wouldn't be the writer that I am. Still, I posted the fic in the Alternatives forum on Blissful Ignorance, and it's getting almost zero attention. :( I really want to post it in the 1xR forum because of where the story's going, but I don't know if I can do that because I spend so much time in Wufei's head... Arrghhh! *Screaming in frustration; one of the many things Wu-man and I have in common!* Fighting my writing muses makes me feel so... empty afterward.
Anyway, my story's called "Pure Intentions," for lack of a better title... Actually, that title's kind of grown on me. It's supposed to be ironic. I used to suck at irony, but now I think I've got a pretty good handle on it. Por ejemplo, "a traffic jam when you're already late," and "a 'no smoking' sign on your cigarette break" are pretty poor uses of irony. Too bad nobody told that to Alanis Morisette... and too bad (for struggling singer/songwriters like me, at least) she was actually able to craft a hit song showcasing her poor understanding of irony. Isn't it ironic?
Speaking of singing and songwriting... my little "band" is playing a coffee house tonight. That means free food and coffee, two of my favourite things in life... it also means opening for another local band I've never heard of. =/ It's okay, no one's heard of me, either. We're all in the same proverbial boat here. I'm actually nervous about playing some of my songs tonight, one of which I wrote only a week ago. I feel like we're a tad under-practiced... I just hope the audience doesn't notice. -_-' I'm not worried about Amber (the better half of our folk/country duo and my subsequent partner in crime), because she sounds amazing even when she's screwing up. She plays violin, which is an instrument people around here aren't used to hearing with guitar much; since they don't really understand country and bluegrass music, they can't really judge it or tell when it sounds good or bad. ^.^ Believe me, we use it to our advantage! I'm not gonna lie, though; I think we sound pretty good. I'm just praying for no major screw-ups on my end; sometimes I get nervous and flub my strumming a bit. Eeek! I'm psyching myself out! It's gonna be awesome, and we're gonna rock the house! Yee-haw! There, I feel better now... ^_^
In other news, I decided to watch Gundam Seed recently so I could find out what everyone (okay, at least everyone in my little Gundam circle) was talking about. Zack warned me that it was better than Gundam Wing, which I declared to be impossible... but let me just say that Mu La Flaga did, in fact, "make the impossible possible!" I bawled my eyes out while watching this show! It was just... incredible... ohhh, there really are no words. But if you haven't seen the show, I strongly recommend that you rectify that as soon as possible! Gundam Seed, to me, takes elements from every good Gundam series, but does it one better. There are places where Gundam Wing seriously lacks raw human emotion and has a twisted and convulated plot... In comparison, Gundam Seed is like a valentine to the fans. It's beautiful. It's brilliant. I think I'm still crying over it... *sob* Excuse me while I regain my composure... :)
And my fellow 1xR fans reading this are probably like, "and we care, why?" Good point. A change of subject is in order. So, here's some fanfic news... I've given myself too many little projects to work on and am a bit overwhelmed. So, for the sake of my sanity, I'm going to continue turning out oneshots for now... They're usually quick and painless, and they're great practice to boot! My chapter stories will have to wait. I'm working on one about Relena and her daughter that brings tears to my eyes... but, it will have to wait, along with my sequel to my action/adventure romance, "Kismet or Chaos." Also, I have this action story I started co-writing with my cousin (Heachan, on ff.net) years ago called "At All Costs" that I never finished; she wrote her own ending, but I never came up with a satisfying conclusion. The story's been nagging the back of my mind for years now. So, does anyone have any suggestions for curing writer's block? My advice is always, "sit down and force yourself to write," but that doesn't always work... especially when you're as lazy as I am!
On that note, I'm off to drive to Zack's house... Margaritaville, here I come! *.*
Curtains
Here's what enables me to complete these little tasks in short amounts of time...
| You Are an Espresso |
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He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And If I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right
[Chorus]
Oh, and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's magic and myth
He's strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight, baby hold me tight
[Chorus]
Oh, and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster?
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
I've waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end, he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
[Chorus]
Oh, and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful...
All right, this is supposed to be different than my usual blog, where I just talk about my day, my life, blah blah blah... So, here are some story updates (not that any of you care... yet). I posted the final chapter of "Kismet or Chaos?" on fanfiction.net and blissfulignorance.com last night. Eventually I want to post the entire story on here. First, I'm going to post my one-shot, "Beautiful Disaster." Look for that later tonight, or maybe tomorrow. I haven't decided yet if I'm going to post it on this page, or on the 1xR community page (there's a link to it on here if you're interested in some 1xR fluffy goodness!). Perhaps I will just post it on both...
Until then... Peace,
~Erin
Currently, I'm a college senior studying Communications Journalism. I've spent the last few years concentrating on non-fiction writing (creative non-fiction is especially fun). At work right now, I'm learning how to write and edit technical documents, a skill I could actually turn into a career. I also write my own, original short stories and have completed a young adult novel with a mystery novel on the way. But my love, my guilty pleasure, is writing fan fiction. There's nothing quite like taking existing characters and breathing life into them, making them your own. I love continuing the story of Heero and Relena from "Gundam Wing"... In fact, I have *gulp* several stories written about them. They're just too darn cute to ignore...
I've created my own princess and soldier-type characters in a comic book series I hope to publish one day. I'm actually thinking about taking some art classes while working on my graduate degree in writing so that I'm more equipped to have my own comic. I'm very excited about the process and will keep those interested posted.
I plan to start posting my stories, both original and fan fiction, soon. Please enjoy what you read and give me constructive criticism; I can never have too much of that!

